Hear about our gathering. Some gentleman does puja for the sake of courtesy, and another sits for it for the sake of formality. Well, thank God, there is at least this much. Some gentleman has got the habit of sitting for puja once in a while, and wishes that I myself should form this habit in him. Well, so much for the better. Possible someone or other may even enter the sphere of blasphemy by remembering me instead of God in times of difficulties and hardship. None seems to possess the real interest. Even if there are such, they can be counted on one's fingers; they have got neither longing nor craving. Once my master Lalaji had written to some gentleman, “I require lions, not sheep”. And he orally told some gentleman, “I have admitted even sheep in my Satsangh for courtesy's sake”. This was his experience. Remembering this, no complaint against anybody remains. It appears that it is my fault alone. But then, everyone has to be looked after. I thought of methods. It is a matter of gratification to me to think of receiving some light, or of receiving it in future, which at least is better than nothing. Some work or other at least would have been done. Anyway, our intention is right. (SS-212,213)