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It is your attitude of anticipating a result that is the problem. You should your duty and the results automatically arise and it is not through your dreams or visions. We have been explaining this aspect of sadhana through the philosophy explained in the book Power and Force and you seem to totally ignore that and have your own notions. Please fall in line with the thinking of Imperience/ISRC.
22. This was the only prayer I could regularly do in spite of being ill.
You are ill and that is true. But you are not the only one who is ill and that is also true. You seem to entertain an idea that doing sadhana inspite of illness is a great thing by itself. Such self pity does no good. Regularity of that prayer is not the point; it is to be known whether the mind rests on the meaning of that prayer.
23. 9 PM Prayer: (a) What ever efforts we put in individually it should be in tune with the divine will and so far as I am concerned I have not found any better idea to serve humanity than to pray at 9 P.M. as instructed by the Master; (b) I do it when I can. I am not always at home at that moment or in a social situation where I can do it. When possible, 15 minutes, and I feel a great force when I do it. I would say that it is the most efficient practice with the points A and B techniques.
Master wanted that everyone should practice this prayer and even wrote to UN about the same when his opinion was sought for world peace. If we have to cooperate with the Master in the transformation of humanity (not just me or you) this prayer is a must. The power of thought is great and you may care to peruse the book by Hawkins on Power Vs Force.
24. These days I feel a strong faith towards Pujya Master and His methods that only this will help in world peace. I am doing 9 PM prayer with more determination and faith.
Very gratifying to see these notes.
25. Many times I am doing 9 PM prayer before evening cleaning; I do get lot of other thoughts. During 9 PM and point A, I feel energy expanding from my head and it continues afterwards as well. I feel my prayer lacks sincerity and is mechanical.
Always attend to prayer after cleaning process.