Page 65 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

understand that when Master is conceived as an Ocean of Bliss it cannot be passive nor the waves passing through you can be a passive one. Since you seem to adopt a mechanical approach and not a lively approach the problem seems to be there.
51. Regularly practicing the evening cleaning process. Prior to the cleaning process suggestion is given that I want to get rid of the impressions that are accumulated. This suggestion is helping me stay on the course.”
The change is unwarranted and you are advised to follow the system as prescribed. Please read the literature on this subject and understand your adding few more suggestions would weaken the process. Do not try to be more smart and get into unnecessary problems. May wisdom govern you and you follow the system as prescribed.
52. Doing but miss sometimes due to laziness. Feel light and relaxed after it but also feel lot of heat.
Heat may there some times. But missing out cleaning is not good for progress.
53. Feel light and free after cleaning. Feel some heat during cleaning.
You may kindly ignore the feeling of heat felt and continue the practice.
54. Feel light after cleaning but sometimes feel tired due to effort of cleaning.
Cleaning if done properly should give a feeling of relief and not tiredness. Obviously you are doing it not according to the instructions. Please contact your trainer in this regard.
55. Cleanings: Feeling lightness and refreshing mostly. Trying every time to make it a stable and well concentrated effort. MASTER is pure being. I am feeling that, I need to clean thoroughly myself with HIS help to merge with HIM.
That is good. Mergence is a different matter.
56. Sir, I sometimes feel that I am troubling my Sir, by soiling my clothes every now and then like a child. Don’t I deserve a one -time scolding? So