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they come and try to feel the presence of the divine in the heart.
74. Last two months, I had thoughts of school work and day-to-day activities.
Work while you work and play while you play is a principle of life. We should attend to meditation when we are meditating and ignore all other thoughts that may arise during that period.
75. Most of the days felt there’s no life with out Rev. Master. Through the month of June, after noting the general condition after meditation, I wrote in my diary, seeking help from Rev. Master to treat all school work as duty. Not sure why I wrote but had strong confidence and faith in Rev. Master when I put forth.
All work done without attachment is only duty to the Divine.
76. Felt light, simple silence and simply content and happy with what is given. Some days felt serenity and chillness on top of the head. Felt expansion and yearning. Had thoughts of past and recent past. Saw 2 birds flying in the air happily.
The symbolism of two birds is a Vedic one and its esoteric meaning is that we are having the company of the divine/master always. It gives us confidence to pursue the path with love and devotion.
77. Thoughts are on; School – planning on what to do next; Recent past; Sometimes thoughts of in-laws when some situations arise. During such times I do try to read about Commandments and accept that it’s my own making.
If you kindly remember that during meditation we are in the company of the divine, the type of thought that arise during mediation will vary.
78. Felt light, expansion and empty at times after meditation. Had thoughts of past. Sometimes recent past and sometimes quite past. Felt like being silent and felt obedient. Felt chillness all over. After meditation felt lowly and light most of the days. For past few days I am feeling little heavy after meditation.