Page 223 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

While taking everything as a result of our actions and thoughts, when we seek ultimate realisation of our true nature the need to surrender to Master/God is clearly felt. Then Karmic influence becomes the Will of Master and we accept as just and due. Otherwise we will tend to interfere with the results of the past actions and invite on to us more karmic influence.
3. Recently some stranger acting as senior surgeon took money to supply us some rare medicines. It was felt later that he might not be a genuine person. In that situation normally I feel bad. But, strangely a thought came that he collected his dues. No bad feeling at all.
That is fine. Everything happens according to our karma only.
Influence of the Environment
1. Some of my morning meditations have affected due to two reasons, 1.Severe Pollen Allergies and 2.Working late hours. Otherwise my Sadhana is going on with more devotion towards Him and more eagerness to reach something unexplainable in words.
When environment is not co operating all that we can do is to pray. Yearning is a good sign and a prelude to restlessness to reach the goal.
2. During morning meditation, I had varied experiences in the last 2 months. It has been calm and peaceful most of the times. Some times it has been long absorption. Many times I also felt reverence and orientation towards the Master. Thoughts are primarily around work, with majority of them around mundane activities, some times around ego and career oriented. Couple of times I had dreams in meditation, where dreams were around sex and lust.
In a polluted atmosphere that we have in this modern world these feelings definitely impinge on us and they need not necessarily be ours though such an inclination in us cannot be ruled out. Our duty is to pray to Master and clean ourselves more assiduously.
3. The move still caused considerable change. We are in new place and for