Page 168 - Three Truths - Trillion Doubts - Volume -II

6. Rev.Babuji Celebrations: May 18 morning: There were periods of dry condition. Felt like current passing throughout the body. Feeling that nothing was happenning kept creeping in pulling out of the dry condition. Was getting in and out of the condition constantly.
I do not understand what you mean by ‘dry’. You experienced Pranahuti and what more drama were you expecting? In the celebrations our attitudes should be one of waiting and not anticipating. If you mean by the word ‘dry’ non emotional calm state of mind it is something to be glad about.
7. Attended Satsanghs conducted in Hyderabad during 14th to 17th August arranged in connection with Imperience day and Sri Krishna Janmashtami. Felt good absorbency in a few sessions. Felt happy to spend 3 days in such a spiritual environment. Absorbency in Sunday satsanghs continued to be felt at low to medium levels. Difficult to find any apparent reason. It is happening in spite of all sincerity. May be, I need to improve.
Your attitude of classifying meditations as low or medium or good is based on grounds that are purely personal and has no value. First of all you should note that on the days of celebrations one has to be in the attitude of waiting and receive what ever is granted to us. I think you suffer from many ideas borrowed from books or previous knowledge and you are trying to impose them on this system. Read the literature of ISRC carefully and dutifully.
More on Waiting:
1. Every person has a pace and therefore it is a general principle in spiritual life to wait for ripening of the conditions to work further.
2. Sadhaka has to wait or more correctly learn to wait.
3. Excited conditions and expectations are of the nature of the lower mind while waiting and serving are the features of the higher mind.
4. Faith in the self and the Master are paramount in spirituality. You seem to expect some conditions and feel sorry that you do not have them yet. In spirituality we learn to wait and not await.