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9. Basanth Celebrations: with the support of your kind self, felt Masters Grace all through the celebrations. There was a downpour of grace. Felt deep silence and calmness in the satsanghs. Presence of Master was felt in most satsanghs. Felt it was much easier to be oriented. Once Saw two huge doors opening leading into the vast skies.
The vision is good and I could not understand the much easily used orientation. When we do not know the real meaning it wiser to avoid it
10. Janmashtami Celebrations: Satsangh in the morning was calm and peaceful. In the afternoon: Started with the suggestion of Divine light, felt absorbed after some time.
If what you say is all that can be said of your participation in the celebrations, I must say you have no time to think of God or Master leave alone our associates. Self centred sadhana is another version of greed. Try to grow consciously.
11. Basanth Celebrations: The satsanghs were very deep and absolutely silent and calm. I do not remember any thoughts.
You are so absorbed in yourself you have no time even to observe the etiquette of respect to Master and have no words to say about the grace experienced. Self centredness is an enemy in spirituality.
12. Feeling of a soothing deep calmness, awareness of HIS presence, a happy disposition and a feeling that the Auspicious Occasion of Master’s Birthday has already begun. Absorption was felt for 10-15 mins. Before absorption, thoughts were revolving around the GOAL, Rev. MASTER and Rev. KCN Sir. After absorption, predominant feeling was silence and awareness of the company of the divine. There was a thought that during meditation, we merge in Brahman so that we develop the Yearning and we develop the attitudes and the characteristics of Brahman.
Read more about Atman and Brahman in our literature. These words are not having the same connotation as in traditional texts. We at present state are atman because we think and move in our own sphere. When our thinking and moving is in the realm of the universal we become Brahman.