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who have gone to forests, who have taken to so many avadoot conditions are stuck up in laya. Laya is really interesting, you feel one with it, you don’t like to leave it. Laya is the condition that we would like to hold but layas are at different levels. Different levels of laya and each one would like to hold on forever there. You are comfortable there but then here in this system through Pranahuti you are pushed out. This is one of the experience of majority of abhyasis who will say, Sir, yesterday I had a most absorbing condition, today I am again disturbed. Yes, you are bound to be disturbed, you are not allowed to have laya there. If you have got laya that means you got stuck up. If you get feeling of mergence and stay permanently in that state that means you got stuck up. Journey is infinite, the yatra shall go on, it is ananth, therefore Master pushes you out of that state.
So after the first two states of viveka and vairagya, the next thing is as I have told you, the problem of self gets solved. You now know it doesn’t exist, you also know that none of it is yours then what happens next is you start knowing your interdependency, with which I started the talk. Interdependence with Divine, the essence cannot exist without the manifestation and manifestation cannot exist without the essence, is the knowledge that you get. You are Divine, because you are a part of manifestation and once this awareness develops inside, that is, swa- swaroopa gnana develops, the amount of purity that you would like to have will get established more and more, not that you did not earlier. You should have purity earlier, but then here you will not allow yourself to become impure under any circumstances, because you are afraid that you are making God impure. Your impurity is His impurity, your defect is His defect, your lapse is His lapse. Therefore there cannot be any such things with us. Perfection becomes our way, whether it is in office or in house whether it is in the street or in your prayer, perfection is yours. You feel the interdependency with the Divine. That is the reason why many people got stuck up when they went to the second knot because it is purity, simple purity and when you maintain it according to the tradition, this gives a reflection of the 5th knot. 5th knot itself is the reflection of something else above, so what happens is Aham Brahmasmi feeling becomes more and more predominant. This thought becomes very very predominant here. You feel that you are the Brahman, you are, but then you are not because that stage is far off. Because of the reflected thing, the purity here is such, the reflection also is such, the absolute reflection if you can