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It will not allow you take further action. There will not be motivation. It will not propel you for further action. Only if we have a disturbed condition can we move forward. You should remember the logic of restlessness of Rev. Babuji always. You must be restless even at the state of peace. It is not understood as it is a matter of experience. Every one of us feels balance, quiet and happy during our meditations, but are we happy? No. We feel restless. So this ‘poison’ of restlessness is a positive aspect of our philosophy
The condition is that of restlessness always. It is not that of happy and this is one of the reasons why we evaluate the system low. Lot of people have a doubt that even though they are in a high condition, since they did not get santhusti, they have not reached. And where have they mentioned that we should have santhusti? They have said it in Vedanta. It is a problem of Vedanta. They have used the word santhusti meaning we are supposed to get that. How do we get contentment when we are restless? It should be contentment in restlessness. In these parts it goes by the name of ‘pilla temarlu’ where a very light wind is blowing, it has disturbance but we enjoy it. Our condition will be like that.
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