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Definitely, amalamu is the quality of God. When we say God, if you keep a personality, you will get into confusion. If we don’t get into that personality, then you can easily understand what is said here. If you keep His picture, it will be difficult. Even if that were to be Babuji Maharaj’s picture or Lalaji Maharaj’s picture, you are going to get into troubles. It is awareness, you feel that.
A state of purified consciousness is nirmalamu.
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