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horizon got cleared and there is clear sky during meditation but during the day again all the clouds come back. So, even though we have come to a stabilized state we have fickleness. Majority of sadhakas have got this problem. During meditation, they have got the highest states of purity of mind but when it comes to day to day, they get into a mess. They are not able to translate that experience into an active day to day. So, recurrent attempts of cleaning go on.
We have nirmalachittmanu to some extent. We know in our meditations that divinity is there, but we wander. So even though we have deep meditations, the thoughts arise as to go to some temple or other. It is not the initial state of disturbed state of mind kshipta but this is chanchala.
The picture in the game of life does not show any of the conditions sought to be expressed here but it is chosen to show the similarity of the Indian woman who changes her choice of the saree in a cloth shop putting the salesman and others into almost a state of despair
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