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CRAVING OF THE SOUL
what is that dirt and refuse that we have got? Our notions of what God is, our notions of what is just, our notions of what ought to be the Master, our notions of what should be the experience in Pranahuti, our notions of what it is to be calm. These all are our notions, this is all our dirt, this is the Mala that we have got. Majority of us are suffering from these thoughts only because you have the experience of the silence or the deep calm within you and He comes, comes and comes to tell you that I am with you. Still you don’t want to accept it because what is the dirt that is stopping it? your perception, your traditional knowledge which makes you think that it should be a Hari with “Shanka Chakra Gada Pane Dwaraka Nilaya Achhuta”. These are the concepts you have got or he should be a “Nagabhushana”, he should be residing in Kailas. Ideas which are very very odd, which are not experiences during any meditation of any person. They are the matters of religious literature, I do not deny the fact that they are the matters of religious literature. They are of very high value in understanding our mental states but only to that extent. They are not the real things that they have seen but what they felt. Here I have got a person, may be a few persons here are there who have
given me the experiences of seeing a blue lotus. I 23