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Master. Whether it is so let the lovers of the Master answer for themselves.
Further we all say we love each other dearly as all of us are dearly seeking the same Master. Yet if we are asked as to who was sitting by our side during the meditation it is doubtful whether we would come forward to answer. If there were to be answer it is obvious that the object of Love was not the One. But we know there are lovers of the Master who say that their meditation was affected because of the person who was before him throwing out that entire person‟s dirt on them. So many other judgements of others are made by these types of persons and they wail, their love of the Master could not be expressed fully. But it must be clearly understood that during our deep mergence in the thought or consciousness of our beloved Master we recognize none but Him.
It is thus clear that we think, feel, and imagine what we feel close to and what we really want. This is our internal life.
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