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SURRENDER IS THE KEY WORD FOR EFFECTIVE SADHANA
Earlier during the course of the celebrations one of the aspirants had difficulty in understanding the commandment relating to the need for not being revengeful. This problem is due to the awareness of ones separateness of being. Every one of us wants to be free from the never ending fears and desires of the separate ego, ego of Nations included. We can choose to spend hours and hours in the process of identification with those fears and desires in order to transcend them rationally as we presume. But that never succeeds and that is why we have arguments and counter arguments for every issue which has basis in the (illusion) of separateness of the self and for that matter any existence.
If we compare our desires and fears to the garbage can that we carry in our heads with considerable caution and care and believe there is some value in closely examining the contents of the garbage can before we let things go, it simply means we do not recognize the garbage can as one such. The cleaning process in fact is a purification process
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