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THIS AND THAT HAVE GONE NOW
accept, welcome, forgive, and honour that part of my self which wants to run away from the task. It’s natural. It’s real. I am reminded of some of my guru bhais who expressed their anguish to work on others when they were due to come for individual sitting saying ‘how I wish he does not turn up’. I have had such feelings myself several times when I found that even while preparing to work the nausea is experienced deep with in. How strongly we feel these impulses may vary, but they are always there, appearing in the natural rhythm of our lives.
Co-operation is the way of things to come as Master said. Co-operation in such circumstances as stated above is really demanding and challenging. The concept of Bodhayanti Parasparam that I have been talking about since inception of the ISRC, will have no meaning if the difference between ‘this’ and ‘that’ is maintained. I agree that during the decade and more the work done in ISRC was necessarily generated by the processes started by my humble self. For quite some time, I was the sole bearer of the principle of ‘Bodhayanti Parasparam.’ It was a heavy load to carry alone, especially since by its
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